What Should I Do?

This is me

Sitting in the corner of my bed.

Take a look at fashion spread on the newest edition of Harper's Bazaar Indonesia

and keep dreaming about someday I must being part of this wonderful magazine 

or at least have my own fashion magazine.

And then realize about my job now. 

I must work in media field for three until five years if I wanna go to New York or apply for scholarships there.

What should I do?

I don't wanna stuck in here,

doing what I didn't so much like.

I wanna go there and work in magazines. Any lifestyle magazines.

I wanna go to New York

I wanna go to Columbia University, 

or (hopefully) Harvard.

I can't just stuck in here, I must go.

But what should I do??

Should I give up or chasing my dream?

God, please help me 

I don't know what to do.

Please give me Your path. 

Give me your direction.

I just wanna catch my dreams!!

Am I wrong?

x o x o,

-Tasha-